it's like a miracle to me because at the first place, i loved the first name "Siti" and i wished my first girlfriend will have that name. coincidently, i met her. her name, Siti Najah binti Ibrahim. that was the first miracles that happened in my life.
the way she behaved in the class attracted me pretty much as i always looked her from my table which was at the very back and sometimes i sat on the front (argh! THEY already took my port). she didn't noticed that anyway.
kind-of-passive in class makes us shared the same type. i loved when she wore baju kurung in the class 'cause its a perfect thing for her to wear. completely matched with her softness, external characteristics and as i said, i loved to see in that way. it was around 3 month of quietly kind-of-stalking her and one thing that came out from my mind, is to be her friend, will be the best solution.
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| duan |
thanks to Duan, my super-best-friend, arranged the introduction about me to her. sadly, she's not into me at the 1st place but positive thinking left its consequence. i'm not brave enough to talk to her and the first time i talked to her, i can't even see her eyes and from that moment, i realized one thing, i can't even stared at women/girl's eyes. that was my first weakness.
then, we started to SMS and ON-THE-PHONE regularly. and from that, i started to know a little bit of her background. when she said, she's from Malacca, i was stoned. it was in my dream list, i really want to know and i hope to be married with someone from that state because no one in my large family where living or married to Malacca people and thanks God, she's not from the East. my mom strictly urged my siblings not to married with people of the East because of her own reason.
to be continued...
